13.1.10

(nanako) 不適應

A-ma took a week off. nanako was took cared by Grandma. Day 1 everything seems fine with Nanako. She behaved well.

Day 2, we left for work when Nanako was woke up and crying. Dame it! It's wrong action. She was terrified for not finding mummy when she woke up. So she did not have sleep well at daytime. Plus, Grandma feed her wrong medicine.. When I went home, they keep saying that Nanako's sleepy today, rejected to drink milk, and ate very little. Then I found her sleepy may be caused by taking wrong medicine. Who can I blame for? It already happened. Even Nanako's Daddy could be the one who feed her wrong medicine because he made her taking medicine after dinner. When I went home, from mother's instinct, i feel that Nanako seems not okay. Her smile is lessen and she was not talktive like always. Guess, she was scared. She scared to sleep and seems not deep sleeping that night. She woke up several times during midnight and she even sat straight up to wait. I can feel she was anxious that we may leave her to Grandma when she's sleeping again so she decided to stay awake. We comforted her, and told her that we've to go to work daytime and she just stays with grandma one more day.... Daddy and Mummy took turn to talk to her. Till 5am, she finally fall asleep.

Day 3, she woke up at 8am and wanted to go with us. We left when Grandma feed her cookies. Mom got Grandma's phone call. You're crying bitterly through phone and my heart teared apart by your sound... Grandma said, you insist to stay in living room and sit to sleep with coat on. You cried because Grandma tried to take off your coat and put you to sleep in bed. Cross my finger to wish time flied faster and faster, so that I can go home to hold you tightly and tell you Mummy Loves you.

Nanako is a conservative. She'll hold her emotion in the begining but 3 days with new nanny is too long for her. Especially, Grandma's style is very different from A-ma's. My baby, mom is coming for you.. just 3 more hours............