2.4.13

難! 未知!!

孩子的爹,腳底筋膜炎中西治療半年多似乎每況越下,腳底是越來越痛,應該是沒充分休息, 除了腳底的問題外還有身體也需要調養, 孩子的爹將要暫時休息一陣子(for how long?),他說會帶兩個小孩一起回南部....表示大人停工小孩停學.... 這一個多月的操勞,我也需要a break...Is it our end of life in Taipei?

How long will this break be taken?  No answer so far.. It depends on his health.  If they stay in Taipei and no work, the living expenses of 4 will cost a fortune.  If they go back to Luchu, it will save money but family will separate.  Besides, when they return to Taipei (will they?), 4 of us will need to adjust to life in Taipei.  And what will he do for a living once he returned?    

I have jobs and stable incomes, but I need to afford house loan by my own if he is no income.  I will be a heavy burden for me.  FAMILY VS MONEY???? Which way is my way.  I need time to think and sort it out.  What if I really need to go back?  Will I find a job in southern Taiwan?   Can our house be sold a good price as I expected?