I believe you can read this email at age 5 if you study in yoyo.
"I love you" though I often scold you and demand you of your behavior recently.
You're 2 years old 10 months, I enjoy staying with you. It's fun to talk to you. You're so cute and thoughtful most of time. You're a great elderly sister to our little momoko and your cousins but I just can't stand your crying.
Sorry for not able to hold my temper and yelling at you when you're crying. I hate kids crying because you're no longer baby, only baby cries. You're old enough to speak out for yourself and to tell us what you want, crying won't help a bit. When you're crying, Mommy is very worried about your situation. Because crying will sting your trachea, causing coughing and asthma. Dr. Huang always warns us not let you crying but I am wondering how old will you be able to stopping crying first but telling? Crying, coughing, asthma, and taking medicine seems endless and repeat monthly. Sorry, I am not a patient mommy. My worry made me over-reacted most of time, I scold you because I am afraid of hearing coughing. I am angry because I did not get a good sleep. Sorry, when I got angry and lack of sleeping, I forgot that you're just a small kid and still need mommy's comfort and holding, and give you a hard time.
Papa said that women are emotional, like us. Most of time, we're so closed and always stick together but when situation like above happened, we behaved like wild animals.
