1.12.15

2015. Nov 行為改變 Day 27/28/29

Day 27 (Nov. 30)

疲倦的早晨,幫nanako準備好早餐請她起床,妹妹也跟著起床,安撫妹妹說要帶姐姐去等公車,跟著姐姐一起出門. 一整天疲倦著,下午跟孩子的爸說請他接手照顧小孩,我晚上要直接回家休息,  I went home and laid on bed, I heard kids went home and they found I was sleeping so kids told each other to be quiet.  Daddy told them several times to take showers but kids no action at all. Nanako said she must to go to school on time tomorrow.  It's a good idea, but she must well organize her stuff if she wants to be on time.

 Day 28 (Dec. 1)
A terrible morning.  I am still tired and prepare breakfast.  Nanako gets up late and was anger at the breakfast I prepared for her, and was picking her clothes so I lost my temper and yelling at her for waking up so late and picking at food and clothes.   Then, she was aware of late for school, I was even anger at her self-awareness of being late, I yelled at her that if she ever went to school on time, that's because I pushed her every morning.   I was not in mood to take them to school, and Finally (the day after Oct. 1), their Daddy finally knew to drive car in advance and wait down stair while kids are preparing for school.  Anger made me unhappy.

Life with kids is full of a lot details.  Prepare outfits before sleeping, make them to bed earlier, train them good habits, such as brushing teeth, preview, and reading.  Decision what to eat at breakfast, Always the 1st one to wake up, making breakfast to them, having them go to school on time, picking up from school, dinner, showering and etc.  Why does these routines make me so exhaustive???  I need to think.

Day 29 (Dec. 2)
Pace is recovering.  Nanako told me what breakfast she would like in this morning last night and she prepared clothes in advance.   I did not wake momoko up, so I could accompany nanako to school.        

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